..""..ii loOve yOou..""..

tell me if you love you!!! :-*=)

until the day i die..ill spill mi heart for you!

cOmMeNt Me Nd TeLL mE iF yOu LoVe Me:)

thank you!

i love you all! <33333

loads of love,

arii<33333

heyy heyyy,

  heyy yall! today was a good day for me :) i got to see all my friends today! hehe...:-P today i didnt get as much homework..finally, lol. but after school was over i stayed at the school until like 430 bcuz i had to wait till my cousin aprile was done with her cc practice(cross country) and while the soccer players were waiting wo leave for their away game, i was talkin to them and i was talkin to edin! :-D lol. hes funny!! and aww omg i saw ryan today!!!!! :-D:-D! but yeah anyways today was a good day for me:)

well iM an OuTy..hehe..laterrr

iloveyou!!!

loads of love,

arii<33333     "until the day i die ill spill my heart..for..you!"

heyy heyy,

   Today was a good day for me..I didnt get that much homework as i did yesterday, but i still got some, lol. Today after school i had to go to the doctors bcuz i was having breathing problems and they said i have..asthma:( and they gave me an inhaler..its really fun to play with! :-D i like to squirt it at katie...lmao! haha, i squirted it at her and she sucked it in and she was coughing really bad and i was like doing the himlick thingy to her..lmao.. and she was like arii im dying and i was freaking out and shes like asshole im just kidding! haha! kattie your a dork..just like me:-P

   After the doctors, i went to my cousin Ally's basketball game and watched it and hung out with some friends:)..Ally's team one and she did awesome! go ally go go go go ally! haha! i love you! hehehaha..:-P

After Ally's game i went to my gmas house for a liddle to see all my friends who go to clintondale!! aww i havent seen you guys forever! i miss you all so much! i love you all! josh, justin, kenny, and adam are all stoners..they all wanted me to say tht, haha. i miss you katie!! i wish you could live by me!!! haha! i love you k-baby! hehe. lyasssssm!

After that i came home and i talked to my mom and see how she was ddoing and everything..cuz im niice like tht, haha, jp. but then my mom had to go to rid aid to get my puffer shyt lmao inhaler and then when she got back i was playin with it and was puffin it and i got introuble, lol.

well iM oUt...

laterrrrr

i love :-:yOu:-:

heyyy!

    today was just a simple day..i went to school hung out with some friends and came home:) hehe. tomarrow i have to go to the dcotors and get checked up and gget an inhaler for me for cross country..:-/

but yeah today was a good day!:)

SwEeTnFiNeXx69: 1 2 3...i love you Ari!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

^^awww Lauren 1 2 3...i love you too!!!! :)

  aww lauren your soo niiiiice!!

oo yeahh rubber ducky your soo sexy! oo boii your soo my one..lol

xroYuMmMelayorx: omg ari if I had a penis..I would so bone you..BOOOOM just like that!!!!! ;)

^^laughing.my.fuckin.ass.off! KARA YOU ARE SO FUNNY!

I'm just a girl, my apologies. I'm just a girl, lucky me. I'm just a girl, living in captivity:)

 the sweetest thing iz you...i just wanna look into your deep blue eyes and say i love you one more time..its worth it..bcuz its -you-

This glass house is burning down
You light the match I'll stick around
I'll give you everything you want
And wish the worst of what I was

          "Dumb is simply      not     knowing,
            ditzy is having the courage to ask"
            *jessica               -             Simpson

she    keeps    on    asking...
do you think it hurts to die?
It's hurting  me  much more
To              stay             alive

lifes a beach soo take it or leave it..:)

I LOVE -YoU-! you know who you are;)

well im an oUt..byes..laterrr

1 fucks..2 fucks..3 fucks..give me a comment:)

RF

heyyy heyyy everyone!

  im really bored soo i figured i should update my journal..hehe;) well today was a good day..i guess for me. laterr on in the day, my sister amber took me to frosty boii with her..it was a lotta funn! but yeah i had fun today:)

 i still have to do a lotta homework..but i dont want too, lol. soo ill prolly do it in all my classes, lol. hehe O:-)

WHITEYindaHOUSE8: put RYAN LOVES ARI!!!!
WHITEYindaHOUSE8: O:-)

I LOVE YOU TOO RYAN!!!!! :-D :-*

 When it comes to being true, at least true to me
 One thing i found, one thing i found
            Iz that i found...YoU

... I wish i had someone to hold and someone that loves me ...

if i had one wish..i wood wish that i cood b with -YoU-..forever n always

.·´¨`»its not what i feel for you its
what i dont feel for anyone else but you* «3

You Can Never Forget Your First Love..But I Think Im In Love Right Now..

Until the day I die....day i die...Ill spill my heart for you..for you**

Dance with me through the night away..Look at my eyes and let me tell you."I Love You" and then KiSs You Sweetly

 "It's True Baby"

alrighty iM oUt..laterrr

ILove-You-you know who you are!RF

arii<3333333

Heyy,

   Today was a good day for me..i guess. I really didnt do anything..except i went to church with my mom and my grandma. A lot of my friends were their and i talked to them and everything. I havent seen them all in so long! Sam im soo glad i got to see you! I miss you!

  After church my mom and me came home and chilled oo yeahh, lol. Then i came online and talked to all my friends..and talked to that special someone, hehe. ;) whenever i see his screen name pop up..i always smile:)

Whenever I LooOk in Your Eyes...I Deeply Say To Myself That I Never In My Life Wanna Let You Go..I Love You To Much!

You Should Always Follow and Trust Your Heart..because It May Do Good In Your Life..It Does Mine..

Im OuT...lattterrr

i love -you-

loads of love, arii<3333

heyy,

   Today was a pretty good day for me i guess..lol. but my mom, her b.f., and me were fighting. ii tol tht jackass off! he started screaming at me and everything..w.e. but yeah. then i was going to go to my cousins basketball game(boring but yeah lol) but we changed are minds and we didnt go..lol. so i went to the mall with my friend katie for about 15 min, lol. she wasnt feeling good soo we had to take her home. soo n e ways i hope you feel better katie! hehe..im nice arent i? lol. high school is soo awesome! i love all my friends there that i met! you all are soo nice! hehe

omg i cant wait till homecomming! its going to be a lotta funn..BUT...i dont have a date.. :(

if any guy wants to go with me..just ask kk? but i really i wanna go with -u- :-* you know who you are hehe

well iM oUt

i really like -you-..RF

<3always

heyy!!

   my new sn is MiSs PiMp0x69o because my friend katie made it for me and she WANTS ME TO GO ON it and if i dont she said shell stick donuts down my shirt and pants and do it infront of everyone! i was like how are you going to do it when you live farther away?(bcuz she moved) and shes like ill get a plan;) lol! omg katie your hilarious!

K bAbii0x679: ARIELLE RAE BOTZEN YOU BETTER FUKIN MAKIN THIS SN...MiSs PiMp0x69o!!! bcuz you are PIMP! and if you dont ill fukin stick dounts down yur pants and shirt in front of everyone!!

xoSexyBaybi69xo: KATIE ANN WALTERS ok ill make the sn :P and how cood you stick donuts down my pants and shirt when you moved farther away from poor ol ari:(:(

K bAbii0x679: oh dont you worry ARIELLE RAE BOTZEN!! ;) i got a plan! haha I LOVE YOU ARIELLE RAE! NOW WUT KINDA DONUTS DO YOU LIKE!!?? ;)

xoSexyBaybi69xo: oo i like a lotta kinds of donunts KATIE ANN WALTERS! i like cream puffs! lmao! CHOCOLATE BABY! hehe and jelly donut! :O :)

K bAbii0x679: haha yeah ill have to EAT you!!!

^^laughing. my. fuking. ass. off. !!!!!!! KATIE ANN WALTERS you are hilarious!

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haha lmao look at this convo with justin nd me..! im confusing! haha..:

lilsk8er7869: ok sence me and u r both confused ppl lets have another convo
lilsk8er7869: haha
MiSs PiMp0x69o: lmao yeah!
MiSs PiMp0x69o: great!
MiSs PiMp0x69o: how are you?
lilsk8er7869: haha
lilsk8er7869: great
MiSs PiMp0x69o: my name is ari!
lilsk8er7869: tired
MiSs PiMp0x69o: :-D
lilsk8er7869: my name is justin
MiSs PiMp0x69o: hi:-)
MiSs PiMp0x69o: my name is ari
lilsk8er7869: and im guessin ur really hot grl
lilsk8er7869: hah
lilsk8er7869: a
MiSs PiMp0x69o: i dont think tht but hi my name is ari lmao
lilsk8er7869: haha
lilsk8er7869: hi ari how r u
lilsk8er7869: my name is justin
MiSs PiMp0x69o: im pretty good..hi bo how are you i mean justin..my name is ari
MiSs PiMp0x69o: bob*
MiSs PiMp0x69o: hi my name is ari!
MiSs PiMp0x69o: :-)
MiSs PiMp0x69o: nice to meet you!
lilsk8er7869: haha
MiSs PiMp0x69o: lol ok thts gettin old..
MiSs PiMp0x69o: haha
lilsk8er7869: nice to meet u to
MiSs PiMp0x69o: thnks..hi my name is ari
MiSs PiMp0x69o: lol
lilsk8er7869: haha
lilsk8er7869: wow
MiSs PiMp0x69o: lol
lilsk8er7869: im bored
MiSs PiMp0x69o: wut if i died?
MiSs PiMp0x69o: lol
MiSs PiMp0x69o: haha
lilsk8er7869: i would cry
MiSs PiMp0x69o: i wood laugh!
MiSs PiMp0x69o: haha wait i coodnt laugh bcuz i wood b dead
lilsk8er7869: yes
MiSs PiMp0x69o: yes
MiSs PiMp0x69o: hi my name is ari..
MiSs PiMp0x69o: wuts yours?
lilsk8er7869: justin
MiSs PiMp0x69o: o hi justin
MiSs PiMp0x69o: do you know my name?
MiSs PiMp0x69o: lol
lilsk8er7869: yes ari
MiSs PiMp0x69o: :-)thnk you!
lilsk8er7869: your welcome
MiSs PiMp0x69o: yupp n e time babe
MiSs PiMp0x69o: alrighty im bored..
MiSs PiMp0x69o: i wanna suck on sumthing!
MiSs PiMp0x69o: haha
lilsk8er7869: yep me toooo
MiSs PiMp0x69o: you do!
MiSs PiMp0x69o: haha you wanan suck on sumthin!
lilsk8er7869: yes
MiSs PiMp0x69o: :-P
MiSs PiMp0x69o: justin wanna suck on my thing!
MiSs PiMp0x69o: lmao!
lilsk8er7869: um depends
lilsk8er7869: haha
MiSs PiMp0x69o: you perv im talkin about my blow pop!>:olmao its cherry:-P;-)
lilsk8er7869: hahha
lilsk8er7869: lmao
lilsk8er7869: ur funny
MiSs PiMp0x69o: :-Pnahh
lilsk8er7869: yes blow pops r really good
MiSs PiMp0x69o: hehe yupp
MiSs PiMp0x69o: um i wasnt talkin about my blow pop!
MiSs PiMp0x69o: lol
MiSs PiMp0x69o: haha
MiSs PiMp0x69o: IM CONFUSING!
lilsk8er7869: nooo
lilsk8er7869: no
MiSs PiMp0x69o: 8-)ma bad
lilsk8er7869: ur good
MiSs PiMp0x69o: :-D

^^LMFAO justin you are hilarious also!

lilsk8er7869: MiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69oMiSs PiMp0x69o
MiSs PiMp0x69o: lol wut?
lilsk8er7869: idk im bored
MiSs PiMp0x69o: lmao

^lol wow i can tell he was really bored! haha

MiSs PiMp0x69o: OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=-O=-O=-O=-O
lilsk8er7869: wjay
lilsk8er7869: what
MiSs PiMp0x69o: sorry im bored!!:-P8-)
MiSs PiMp0x69o: O:-)
lilsk8er7869: haha

^hehee ma badO:-)

well i better get goin now well ill talk to yall later..ilu! byes

xX3always

 When it comes to being true, at least true to me
 One thing i found, one thing i found
         Oh no you'll never let me down &&

THE FOOTBALL GAME WAS SOO MUCH FUKIN FUN YESTERDAY NIGHT!!=D IM SOO GLAD I GOT TA MEET YOU RYAN!! YOUR SOO NICE!!! hehe!! GOIN TA DA FOOTBALL GAME WITH CARLA WAS A BLAST!! CARLA YOU ARE SOO MUCH FUN TO HANG OUT WITH!! YOUR AN AWSOME FRIEND AND I LOVE YA!! HAHA SPINNING IN CIRCLES LIKE A BAGILLION TYMES AND PPL PROLLY THINKIN WE ARE RETARDED! LMAO!! HAHA FALONZO!!! LMAO!! WELL I LOVE YA! AWW RYAN YOUR SOO SWEET IM SO GLAD I MET YA! LUV YA!

Welcome to mah profile uhm yah jus take a look and give me a comment hehe if u wanna...i ain't forcin u 2! but newho! love you all! *mwahz*

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I LUV  U
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wEn u tHiNk u hAvE fRiEnDz wHo wiLL bE wiTh u 4eVeR u'LL fiNd
tHe 0neZ wHo d0n'T LikE u tHe wAy u th0gHt tHeY did
aNd tHeN u'LL rEaLLy fiNd tHe 0neZ wHo d0 Luv u tHe wAy
u kN0 tHeY d0 aNd tHeY w0n'T eVeR LeaVe
u'R SidE aNd wiLL aLwAyZ bE tHeRe 4 u

with aN x AN an Oh IM oUt LYk WHoa!!...KISsEs..
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                `· . *WiTh a KisS & a ShOuT*  
                   .·´ *DiS BaBy BeLlA iZ oUt*
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 O    O  ::..*****..::    ¤    o
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••×:·..·those nitez••×:·..·
••×:·..·wen u cant fall asleep..••×:·..·
  ••×:·..·mayb itz bcuz ur••×:·..·
••×:·..·n sumone elses••×:·..·
  ••×:·..·dreamz••×:·..·
*.*u helped me laugh,
*.*u dried my tears,
*.*because of you i have no fears
*.*together we live,
*.*together we grow,
*.*teaching eachtoher what we must know

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*·:·*iTz onLy yoU ThAt bRinGz a SmiLe to mY fAce*·:·*
*·:·*itZ oN|y yOu ThAt i lovE tO eMbRace*·:·*
*·:·* itZ onLy yOu i thiNk n MiSs
*·:·*iTz oN|Y yOu i wAnt To kIsS*·:·*
*·:·*Itz onLy WiTh yOu i wAnNA bE*·:·*
*·:·*iTz on|Y yOu i See wiTh mE*·:·*

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~*YoOo.....TeLL iT 2 My FaCe NoT bEhIdE mY BaCk-u LiKe TaLkIN'
sHhH? GoOd CuZ nOw U gEtTiN sMaCkEd!!*~
~*I'm A ByTcH, I'Ve GoT cLaSs,MeSs WiT mE,i'LL kIcK Ur A$$,ALL u
HoEs WhO DiNk Ur CoOl,JuSt ReMeBeR, bYtChZ RuLe!*~
(´`·.·´`) BeHiNd evErY sMiLE(´`·.·´`)
`·.(´`·.·´`)LiEz a bRoKEnHeart(´`·.·´`)
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~CuTe LiL BiTcH~
       ~SeXi LiL Huni~
      ~Me JeaLiOuS Of U~
      ôô~HaHa uR FuNNY~ôô
 HAhahaAHAAHahaAHAHAHaHAHAHAhaha
 +**! Look At Me and lOoK at u.!**+
+*Now teLL me huNNy...*+
+*WhO's JeaLiOuS oF wHo?*+

*cUtE lIl ShOrTy*
~SeXi LiL hUnI~
*mE jEaLoUs Of YoU?*
~hAhA uR fUnNy~

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c(")_(")..bOo!!!!!!!

[[º°o°º SoMeTyMz MaH pIlLo º°oºº]]
     [[º°o°º GeTz So WeT º°oºº]]
   [[º°o°º FrOm aLl DA tHe TeArZ º°oºº]]

If u KAnt Walk Da Walk, den DOnt talk  Da Talk..Cuz  faKe lil BycheS GEt out lined in ChAlk..
Friends r like stars they come and go but da 1's dat stay r the 1's that glow
*lUvZ 2 fLiRt* MiNi SkIrT * lUcIoUs lIpZ * bAnGiN hIpZ * lUvS 2 kIsS * aLl Da GuYz MiSs * GhEtTo AsS * lOtS oF cLaSs * bOoTy ShAkIn * AlWaYz TaKiN * bLk hAiR * vErY rArE * BRowN eYeZ * bEaUtIfUl tHiGhZ *
sHake DA HAterZ..
Ditch DA HOez..
Dont  TalkShyt..
Only sPeak  Wut YA knoW..
i dRop Shit..
Hoez pop It..
n..da REst FOllow It..
Got my NAme In YahMOuth Bych?
*..Well  TRick..
SWALLOW IT!!..
MAh style Iz illa then tha flu..got dem chicks sayin..GodDAmn..iWIsh i Waz yew..
Keepin MUh hEad Up..With MAh Smile..
On nMAh FAce..LaffIn at DEm HAterz..Cuz Ya'll
is suCh a DisQrece...
nO oNe cAn TeLl mE wUt TOo dOo iTs mUh liFe n ilL liVe
iT tHe waY i wAnt To...

   Im an.....
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\*  * /       ~*ÅnGeL*~BAby*~
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A thousand words couldnt bring u back,  i know i've tried, neither could a thousand tears i know cuz i cried, u left behind a broken heart & memories too... I never wanted memories, i only wanted u

Should I smile, Cuz ur my friend, Or cry..Cuz that's all we'll ever be?

No guy is worth your tears & when you find one that is, he won't make you cry.

Everyone says you only fall in love once but thats not true, everytime I hear your voice I fall in love all over again

To the world your just one person but to one person you could mean the world

     DONT SAY YOU LOVE ME UNLESS U REALLY MEAN IT, CUZ I MIGHT  DO    SOMETHING CRAZY LIKE BELIEVE IT

When I first saw you I was afarid to talk to you*When i first talked to you I was afraid to like you*When i first liked you i was afarid to love you*Now that I love you I m afraid to lose you

Last night I looked up at the stars
And matched each one with a reason why I love you
I was doing great, but then I ran out of stars

If yOu ReAlLy LoVe SoMeThInG sEt iT fReE, iF iT cOmEs BaCk iT's YoUrS, iF iT dOeSn'T iT wAs NeVeR MeAnT tO Be

Love can sometimes be magic, but magic can sometimes...just be an illusion

A MeMoRy LaStS 4eVeR NeVeR DoEs it DiE

Love Is When You Don't Want To Go To Sleep Because Reality Is Better Than A Dream

It'z Incredíble To Me How One Per§on Can Make Such A *BIG* Dífference In My Lífe You Touch Me In A Way No One Else Ever Haz And Gíve Me So Many Reasonz To Love You

NoThiN iS mOrE pAiNfuL Then ReALiZiN He MenT eVeRyThiN 2 u,& u MenT nOtHiN 2 HiM

Some day u'll cry for me like i cried for you ¤ Some day u'll miss me like i missed you ¤ Some day u'll need me like i needed you
¤ Some day u'll love me, but i wont luv you!

It's hard to tell your mind to stop lovin sumone when your heart still does...

Life's a bYtch, cause if it were a S.L.U.T. it would be EASY

 "*XoOx*"

well i better get going now i love ya all!! soo much loads of love! lol

i love you anthony!!

<3always

EmPtY bAcK sEaT...3 fuks 4 fuks..give me a comment please!!! thnks!;)

Hey everybody, welxx =)! Thanks for checking my journal out, take a look round & giive me a comment if you luv me! Love always, xo*

        -Arii*

HIGH SCHOOL IS SOO FUKIN AWSOME!!!! IT KICKS ASS!!! =D!

iloveyou..anthony!

iM n0t da qUrL i uSeD 2
bE i q0tTa AdMiT
aLoTa sHyT q0t 2 mE

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(¨`·. ·´¨)WhEnEvA Im DoWn*
 `·.¸(¨`·.·´)YoU AlWaYz 2 MAkE mE sMiLe
(¨`·.·´¨)I KnOw U'lL TaLk 4 AwHiLe*
`·.¸(¨`·.·´)WhEnEvA iM DoWn U CaRe
      `·.¸.·´BeCaUsE WhEnEvA Im LoNeLy Ur AlWaYz ThErE*

         you only wish you did"

* this may never start -we could fall apart * can i be your memory*

<3always

[i] wanna b the girl u call [baby]the girl u call ur [own]the girl u [hld] n ur armsn [fall] asleep w/ on the phone the girl who makes ur bad days[better]n the girl that will make u say my [life] has changedsince i met [her]..

your best friends are the onli people you cant
fool with a  *smile..

in every girls life there will be a boy she'll never
forget  -> and a  [summer]  were it all began..*

[..things are finally lookin up..]

..and im the *biggest flirt*..
right now im solo but that
will be changin eventually

spare me just three last words.
"i love you" is all she heard.
i'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.

no one rocks out to ashlee simpson better than me and the cizz. ;-):-*

..do YOU streak in ur bedroom?!

I LOVE YOU ANTHONY!!!:-*

*I wana Be the Gurl you Point to And tell Your friends Thats her My gurl And i Love her*

*I wana Be the Gurl you Point to And tell Your friends Thats her My gurl And i Love her*

:-*)

(¨`·.·´¨)*  I 
 `·.(¨`·.·´¨)*Love
      `·.¸.·´*You..Anthony

Sometimes I cry because I can. Sometimes I cry because it's all I can do.<--awww thts sad:(

SUNSHINE  I CAN CALL U MY BABY BOY
U CAN CALL ME UR BABY GIRLMAYBE WE CAN SPEND SUM TIMEU CAN B MY SUNSHINEI CAN CALL U MY BABY BOY
U CAN CALL ME UR BABY GIRLMAYBE WE CAN SPEND SUM TIME I CAN BE UR SUNSHINE

DIP IT LOW  PICK IT UP SLOWROLL IT ALL AROUNDSTICK IT OUT  LET UR BACK ROLLPOP POP POP THAT THING

MY BOLOGNA HAZ A 1ST NAME ITZ O-S-C-A-R MY BOLOGNA HAZ A 2ND NAME ITZ M-A-Y-E-R I LIKE 2 EAT IT EVERY DAY & IF U ASK ME Y I SAY CUZ OSCAR MAYER HAZ A WAY W/
B-O-L-O-G-N-A

*We go through life so often,
not stopping to enjoy the day.
And we take each one for granted,
as we travel on our way.
For in your pain and sorrow,
an Angel's kiss will help you through.
This kiss is very private,
for it is meant for only you.
We never stop to measure,
anything we just might miss.
But if the wind should blow by softly,
you'll feel an Angel's kiss.
A kiss that is sent from heaven,
a kiss from up above.
A kiss that is very special,
from someone that you love.
So when your hearts are heavy,
and filled with tears and pain,
and no one can console you,
remember once again,
About the ones you grieve for,
because you sadly miss.
And the gentle breeze you took for granted,
was just AN ANGEL'S KISS...

*Funni daiz n krazi nitez, talkn bout boiz n pillow fights, thru thikk n thin, alwayz true, where would i be w/out you!

*luv iz wen u dont want 2 go 2 sleep bcuz reality iz beta then a dream...

*u neva noe wut u have til u loze it, n 1c u loze it, u can neva get it bakk...

*u noe ur in luv wen the hardest thing 2 say iz goodbie...

*i dropped a tear in the ocean-wen i fynd it iz the dai ill stop luvin u...

*neva say i luv u if it isnt really therre, neva talk bout feelinz if u really dont kare. neva hold mah hand if ur gonna break mah heart, neva say ur gonna if u dont plan 2 start. neva look n2 mah eyez if all u do iz lye, neva say hello if u really mean goodbie. if u really mean foreva then plz say ull tri, neva say foreva bcuz foreva makez meh kri...

*the 4 of us, all 4 1 n 1 4 all, b.f.f., each otha we kall, neva split thiz squad up, or elze ull b in truble, we stand up 4 each other, n cheer wen 1 hitz a duble, we will b n r best frendz 4 lyfe, thru thik n thin 2getha we will b, theze gurlz r awsome, n u jus wait n see, well b 2getha 4eva, dont get mad wen, in our grup u cant b...

*writen w/ a pen, sealed w/ a kiss, if ur mah frend, answer meh thiz: r we frendz, or r we not? u told meh 1c, but i 4got. so tell meh now, and tell meh tru, so i can say "im herre 4 u". of all the frendz ive eva met, ur the 1 i wont 4get, and if i die b4 u do, ill go 2 heaven n wait 4 u, ill give the angelz bak their wingz, and risk the loss of evrythin, there isnt a thang i wouldnt do, 2 have a frend jus lyke u...

*we laufed & talked & had so much fun but soon we will have none we were such good frendz & that u cant deny but now we will have 2 say goodbie ill miss u very much even if i still c u bcuz i noe we wont b lyke we used 2 u will go ur way & and i will go mine but i will think about u all the tyme...

(¨`·.·´¨)*I LoVe 
  `·.¸(¨`·.·´¨)YoU
         `·¸.·´AnThOnY...sOo MuCh!!!

*its so easy to fall in love, but
so hard to find someone to
catch you*

There are  so  many  things i could
say  to  you but i dont  know 
where
to start all you  really need to
know
is i love you with all my heart
.xox.

Boyz hate the words Don't and Stop
. . . Unless you put them together

if i told you that you had a nice body,
would u hold it against me?

The ONlY rEAsoN i WoulD pUsh You OfF
mAi bEd is To FuCk yoU on Da FlOoR!

ii dont want the boy that points nd says "thats her"
ii want the boy who wiill have hiis arms around my waiist   
wen hiis boysz ask "iis thiis the one your alwayz talkiin about?'

A KISS BLOWN IS A KISS WASTED THE ONLY REALY KINDA KISS IS A KISS TASTED

War
Ethnic anger,hated pride
Mindless fury chained inside
The blood thats flowing stains the ground
Screaming silence,the only sound
Bright-eyed silver and comes the cry
the dead and dying's lullaby
Night is dying,day has fled
What isn't dying is already dead
Dreams are shattered, hopes are lost
And still we cannot learn
In war's long hatred only death is earned

           by:Emma Benward<---thnx emma!

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MaybE its the butterflies i get when you hold me close or when im upset you the person i want most-it could be the way my heart skips when you call while ur missed but all i kno is theres no better f e e l i n g than this

anthony<3 i love you, always and forever babe words just cant explain how i feel, you mean everything to me

 I think iv'e finally come to the point in my life
were I dont have to change or be a certain
way just for people to like me anymore
Im fine and if anyone thinks different..
>fuck them<  

| yOu kiss me - yOu diss me |
| nd nOw yu say u miiss me |
| yah.. u used me.. confused|
| me.. but u dont wanna lose|
| me    ->  dont talk tO me or  |
| acknowledge me anymore |
| cuz 2 u im jus another score|

If you look inside my heart
you´d see how much i really do cry
you´d find hidden secrets bestfriends and lies but what youd see the most is how
hard its to stay strong
when nothings going right
and everythings going wrong

how could you know that
behind my eyes a sad girl crys
and how could you know that
i hurt so much inside
how could you know
that im not the average type of girl
im carrying the weight of the world

sOmetiimeS i juss wanna run away & see
who will care enOugh to  [( fOllOw )] meh

if u want to make out wit sum one wit pop rocks in ur mouth copy this;)

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Im †hÈ Gir£ Ú dÖn† WªÑѪ Mi§§*!~

love me, hate me, either way, I'm on your mind~ so ha ha ha

*I'm NoT a WhOrE I'm NoT a SlUt
I jUsT gOt m0rE tO sHaKe aNd sTrUt
So aLl yOu hOs tHaT tHiNk yOuR hOtT
GeT a cLuE bItCh YoU'lL nEvEr hAvE wHaT I gOt

::* I wAnT a GuY -2- HoLd Me TiiGhT... *::
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::* tReAt Me RiiGhT... *::
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* . * ::* KeEp Me SaFe ThRoUgH tHe NiiGhT *::
* * PeRfEcT * *
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* . * ::* i WaNt a GuY wHoS sUpEr SwEeT *::
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* ::* a GuY -2- SaY "BaBy, Iit'S oK...jUsT FaLl AsLeEp..." *::
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* * . . G u Y . . * * ::* a GuY wHo WiiLl AlwAyS LiiStEn -2- Me... *::
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* ::* tHaTs ThE GuY I wAnNa KeEp *::

^^and tht guy is ANTHONY!!! i love you babe!!!;):)

I gotta say what's on my mind
You saved my life a thousand times
Gave me a dream that came to be
Opened my eyes so I could see
I had my ups and had my downs
Until you turned my life around
And I want the whole world to see
They don't know what you mean to me
 Ill crawl into bed
and look at a picture of you
And even though your away
I can still feel all of you
Your smile takes me
and your touch captruates me
There will never be another like you
Our memories surround me, and it
turns me around, my head hits the
pillow, my feet wont touch the ground
I'm floating when Im with you
But when your not near, Im caught
in your web, all I feel is a tear
You bring me joy and happiness, like
never before, but what can I say?
I fell into your lure
So Ill let my heart 4get, and
your spirit decieve, because your
1 gentle kiss, Ill never recieve
But after all this crying
Theres not much I can do
excepet crawl in my bed and
wish I was with you!(i hope this neva happens to me)
I shave my legs,
I sit down to pee.
And I can justify
any shopping spree.
Don't go to a barber,
but a beauty salon.
I can get a massage
without a hard-on
I can balance the checkbook,
I can pump my own gas.
Can talk to my friends,
about the size of my ass.
My beauty's a masterpiece,
and yes, it takes long
At least I can admit,
to others when I'm wrong.
I don't drive in circles,
at any cost.
And I don't have a problem,
admitting I'm lost.
I never forget,
an important date.
You just gotta deal with it,
I'm usually late.
I don't watch movies,
with lots of gore.
Don't need instant replay,
to remember the score.
I won't lose my hair,
I do n't get jock itch.
And just cause I'm assertive,
Don't call me a bitch.
Don't say to your friends,
Oh yeah, I can get her.
In your dreams, my dear,
I can do better!
Flowers are okay,
But jewelry's best.
Look at me you idiot...
Not at my chest????
I don't have a problem,
With Expressing my feelings.
I know when you're lying,
You look at the ceiling.
DON'T call me a GIRL ,
a BABE or a CHICK .
I am a WOMAN.
Get it?, you DICK!?!<---lol ashley made tht!! thnx ash!

·:**:··  People CHANGE.· :**:·.
.·:**:·.Things go wrong.·:**:·.
.·:**:·.Shit happens   .·:**:·.
.·:**:·.But life goes ON.·:**:

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"If we all did the things we are capable of doing. We would literally astound ourselves."
The Funniest Convo Ever...
Brandon: Stop talking so fast!
Me: You know, talking fast is a sign of intelegence.
Brandon: Yeah, but only if you think fast too.
(litterally 2 min later)
Me: HAY! I THINK FAST!!!

Where Christmas is nice, and lap dances are half price... at the Nudie Bar!!;)

 *~Work like you dont need the money*~
 ~*Love like you've never been hurt~*
   *~Dance like nobody's watching*~
   ~*Sing like nobody's listening*~

  *~*DoNt CoUnT tHe DaYs...
           MaKe ThE dAyS cOuNt*~*

  don't base your  d e c i s i o n s 
  on the advice of the people who
 don`t have to deal with the - results

he says . . .

            ' i know                                   your story,
             i know what you must be going through.
             and             <3           i feel sorry for you.
             but   please   dont   leave   me   now. '<--awww thts sweet i found tht in my friends info, lol.

A   n  t   h   o   n   y        *       V   e   n   t   i   m  i   t   l   i   a
i            love         you    with     all     my    heart.
i dont want to  face a day without you.

Some people say you are going the wrong way, when it's simply a way of your own.

*baby u still got it<3

*Its not about keeping promises its about followin ur heart<3

LaLa*

(¨`·.·´¨)*LoVe
 `·.(¨`·.·´¨)*AlWaYs
      `·.¸.·´* <3

 It wasn't over...
  it still isn't over
     ~The Notebook

  When you got a smile  on  your face and
                           a twinkle in your eye. . . . Only your true
                friends know that you're about  to break
                           down and cry <3 I love you guys to death

    You don't need to convince me
                             I know you're the one I should be with          

living in the shadow of someone'
elses dream trying to find a hand
to  hold  but every touch felt cold
to   me  living  in  a  nightmare  a'
'never ending sleep but now that
i  am 'wide awake my chains are
'finally  free dont feel srry for me

Sometimes u gotta
  BREAK
the rules and
  STAND
apart..ignore your
  HEAD
and follow your
  HEART
Be careful who u trust, because those r the ones that may sell u out..then that pain and anger will cause u to know who your true friends r 

a friend will pick u up when u fall, a best friend will laugh 'cause they're the one that tripped u

listen close to ur enemies. they tell u ur faults

ABILITY is what u can do.. ATTITUDE determines how well u can do it

She is not scared to die..
Best things in life drive her to cry.
Crucify then learn..
Take so much away from inside you, makes no sence, you know he can't guide
you, he's your fucking shoulder to lean on, be strong!! -Kittie

 "slow motion" <--- (¨`v´¨) ---> 
                                  `v´

I LOVE YOU ANTHONY SOO MUCH!!!!!!

gtg ill put morr quotes in later!!! byes!

<3always

heyyyy,

•   Today is soo boring for me rite now..i cant like do n e thing because everyone is lyke...buSy. soo yeahh it sucks ass, lol. today at like 5p.m. Chelsea(Courtneys friend) called me and acted like she was all cool because she was hanging out with guys..yeahh ugly ass guy!! haha...!!!! but yeahh she called and acted like she was one of my good friend, but noooo shes not! lol. but yeah my good friend Stpehany was with her=D and i finally got to talk to her becasuee i havent talked to her in forever!! i love ya stpeh and i miss you!! yeah n e ways today was kinda boring...o well i and i really wanted to see Anthony today but hes buSy to, but o well..i love you anthony!!!
• My mom is going to a wedding today and i have to stay home alone...all by myself..soo yeahh it sucks ass also, lol. its ok though..!! i like being home alone, but then i dont because i really have no one to talk to in person and like laugh with, but its all good!! hehe!
• oo yeahh and amber(not my sister) your birthday is in 3 days!!!=D HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMBER!!! I LOVE YA!!!!! I HOPE YOU HAVE AN AWSOME BIRTHDAY!!!
• I LOVE YOU ANTHONY!!!<3

<3

sO iN lOvE wItH YoU..<3

heyyy yall,<--lol 

   lol this morning i slep in to like 12 1230 and my mom was calling me and everything to try to wake me up and i didnt lol. soo then my sister tried calling and everything and i still didnt wake up and then my nana(gma) came to my house and knocked on the door and i STILL DIDNT wake up..lmao it was crzy. but then i woke up on my own:) lol. soo yeahh this morning was crzxy, lol. but yeahh i hope you all enjoy my journal..hehe..luv ya! i love you anthony soo fukin muxch! ;)

^^tht is soo kewl!!! hehe

<--hehe i like tht!!

"On Fire"
They tell you where you need to go
They tell you when you'll need to leave
They tell you what you need to know
They tell you who you need to be

But everything inside you knows
There's more than what you've heard
There's so much more than empty conversations
Filled with empty words

And you're on fire
When He's near you
You're on fire
When He speaks
You're on fire
Burning at these mysteries

Give me one more time around
Give me one more chance to see
Give me everything You are
Give me one more chance to be... (near You)

Cause everything inside me looks like
Everything I hate
You are the hope I have for change
You are the only chance I'll take

When I'm on fire
When You're near me
I'm on fire
When You speak
And I'm on fire
Burning at these mysteries
These mysteries...

I'm standing on the edge of me [x3]
I'm standing on the edge of everything I've never been before.
And i've been standing on the edge of me
Standing on the edge

And I'm on fire
When You're near me
I'm on fire
When You speak
(Yea) I'm on fire
Burning at these mysteries... these mysteries... these mysteries
Ah you're the mystery
You're the mystery
^^hehe i like those lyrics!!!

^^thts a good picture of Heath Ledger!!

****§ FoReVer N aLwaYs i WiLL lOvE yOu****

^^OMG i LOVE SwItchFoot!!! THEIR sooo GOOD at singing!!!

"Meant To Live"

Fumbling his confidence
And wondering why the world has passed him by
Hoping that he's bent for more than arguments
And failed attempts to fly, fly

[Chorus]
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside

Dreaming about Providence
And whether mice or men have second tries
Maybe we've been livin with our eyes half open
Maybe we're bent and broken, broken

[Chorus]

We want more than this world's got to offer
We want more than this world's got to offer
We want more than the wars of our fathers
And everything inside screams for second life, yeah

We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live
We were meant to live
^^I LOVE THT SONG!!!!=D!

       <---hehe i love tht blonde hair guy!! lol

*************** always remember me ******************

Never Let The Fear Of Striking Out Keep You From Playing The Game.
The things i always wanted are the things i've come to fear being young, wanting to grow up, not knowing that the pain get worse as life flys by Lifes not fair, thats what they say. Nothings fair anymore. waking up everyday, not knowing who you'll pass, and what they'll say. every corner you turn someone's judging you. every second, heart racing. watch your back. your secrets aren't safe, not anymore. Living up to expectations. Meeting their high standerdes but cant you see? we dont know what we want or what to expect. i'ts all just a mind game. slowly killing us inside.

^^hell yeah!!!! hehe

"Love Is The Movement"

A day in LA
And millions of faces
Are looking for movement
Cause everything's stuck
And everything's frozen
And everyone's broken
And nobody moves
And everybody's scared
That the motion will never come

This is the incompletion
Stuck in a line

Love is the movement
Love is a revolution
This is redemption
We don't have to slow back down

The stars are alive
They dance to the music
Of the deepest emotion
And all of the world
Is singing in time
As the heavens are caving in
Mysterious ways
Why God gave His life
To put motion inside my soul

It's bigger than cold religion
It's bigger than life

We're starting now
We don't have to slow back down

This is a revolutioin

Get up, get up
Love is moving you now

<---lmao ashley wut is tht all about!! lol your hilarious!

<----tht is so cool!!!!

<--lol yeah ashley tht is you!!

"Poparazzi"

this is a tune for the poparazzi
The who's who and the so and so's
This is a tune for the graven images
Of Marilyn Monroe
We saw your face on the magazine
We heard your song on the MP3

You're stuck in my head
Stuck in my head
Stuck in my head
You can close your ears and your eyes but
Pop will never leave you alone

Leave me alone with all your social mingle
You try so hard to stay on top
Leave me alone with your little jingle
With your picture perfect pop
We read the article in Seventeen
We saw the video on MTV

This is a tune for the late Nirvana
The teen spirit of rock-and-roll
This is a tune for the velvet Elvis'
On the 90210

I thought my eyes were gonna get off clean
Til I read your lips on the TV screen
You were busy saying things you didn't mean
Now everyone's singing along
With your ridiculous song
You got it stuck
You got it stuck in my head...

Oh My Gahh!! it is soo hot rite now its crzxy!! when my mom is suppose to get home today she is taking me to rite aid and to get a notebook or what ever for high school..hehe. then when i come back home my mom is leaving me for a couple of hours:( becuase she has to go to this wedding and ill b home a lone, lol. o well!! but if n e one wants to do sumthing just give me a jingle..792.1713!!! thnx enjoy my journal sum morr, lol! luv ya! i love u anthony!!

 <--lol thts funny!!

<--thts from ashley!!!! lov ya ash!

<--lol yeahh sarah!!   mMmgOod

mMm   

When I was a child I looked at things with such amazement My perspective was not in dimensions But rather instead flat and simple When I was a Child I would see the colors in the rainbow My eyes would find a million colors I would smile and wonder how come the grass was only green and unlike the rainbow... You know those questions that as a child that always leave you wondering Like is there a god? Is there a pot of gold at the end of that rainbow? Why is the sky blue? How come it rains? So many questions.. And yet as I grew older.. Something came to me.. I realized.. that those answers were never to be told. I realized that some things Just are. Like the ocean.. How deep and vast and blue where it goes on for miles.. and like the sun hot and colorful, shining so bright.. Like the love a mother gives to her young Unconditional.. free.. and always.. Circumstances allow us to accept that sometimes things are just that way. No explanations needed. when I was a child tho.. you could have never made me understand

<--lol ashley!!  

ThIs is for Anthony..::

Anthony I Love you SoOo mcuh!!! You Mean EVERYTHING to me!!! I will Forever and Always Be here for you!! and i will always LOVE YOU!! I just love to be with you bcuz you are always making me soo happy and your always putting a smile on my face..thnx you!! i love you soo much and please never forget that!!!! I LOVE YOU ANTHONY!!!!! :)

well i better get going now soo ill talk to you all later!!! kk? ill update my journal after ir tomarrow..thnx for lookin at my journal, hehe! well byes luv ya!

i love you anthony!!

<3always

EmPty In ThE bAckSeAt;)

heyy everyone!!!

  how are you all doin today? i am doin pretty good, hehe! i have the worst cough tho! soo yeahh it suxs ass, lol. omg i want to go to the football game at lanse creuse soo bad tonite, but i dont know who to go with, lol. but yeah if n e one wants to go with me just tell me k!! thanks!! well yeahh i hope you enjoy my journal, hehe well byes! luv ya! I LOVE YOU ANTHONY!!

LiLgOdDeSs122388: yup anytime u rock ass!

^^awww thanx rima!! you rock major ass too! lol

xocrzyswtbabex3o: heyy carla
YoUrFaNtAsY0x69: ?
xocrzyswtbabex3o: guess wut
YoUrFaNtAsY0x69: wut?
xocrzyswtbabex3o: im RICKY MARTIN!! shh dont tell n e one
YoUrFaNtAsY0x69: lmao!!
xocrzyswtbabex3o: my other sn is RicKyMaRtin354343434343 soo dont tell n e 1 k lmao
YoUrFaNtAsY0x69: lmao!! eww i dun like that guy
xocrzyswtbabex3o: neither do i!!
xocrzyswtbabex3o: i heard he fuked guys
YoUrFaNtAsY0x69: hes like gay1!
YoUrFaNtAsY0x69: yeah i knoo
xocrzyswtbabex3o: lmao i kno!
^^lmao carla tht was soo funny!!!!! i cant believe those gurls are telling us tht they are jessica simpson and ashlee simpson!!! lmfao! love ya!

<---lmao he fuked guys!!!!!!!

^^lmao he scares me!!!!

***********************************************************

as long as the stars shine down from heaven
as long as the rivers flow to the sea
ill never get over u getting over me

in every girls life theres always a boy shell never forget and and a summer where it all began

tonite i gotta cut loose footloose
kick off my sunday shoes
please louise
pull me offa my knees
jack get back
cmon before we crack
lose your blues
everybody cut footloose

take a chance on me ill take my chances on you!

~!!!!!¦§ alwaYs aNd forEver I wIll lOve YoU §¦!!!!!!~

Dream your dreams with open eyes and make the come tru

<--hehe thts cute!

<--awww hes sooo cute!!!!!

I LOVE YOU ANTHONY!!! WITH ALL MY HEART!!

well i better get going now bcuz i have to straighten my ahir mayb or i mite scrunch my hair..well ill talk to you all later and remember if n e of you peoples wanna go to the football game with me..JUST TELL ME!!! hehe!! love ya!

i love you anthony!!;)

<3always

heyy blah! lol

  oh my gahh yesterday was soo much funnn and the day before tht too was funn!!! i love u anthony soooo much!! i had a lotta fun hehe!!! i went over daves around 2 or 3 and then anthony was there hehe!! i was soo happy!! lol!! but yeah i had a lot of funn! but i love anthony soooooo much!!!!! i love u! hehe soo yeah i had a lotta fun tht day well i better get going ill update my jounral morr later on!! byes! luv ya!!

i love you anthony!!!! ;)

<3always

this is really long!! lol but its all good!!

>-About Yourself-
Full Name: Arielle Rae Botzen
>Nickname: Ari
>Birthday: May 27
>Height: 5’4 or 5’5
>Eye Color: Blue but they change colors
>Natural Hair Color: Lite Brown
>Actual Hair Color: Lite Brown with naturally blonde high lites
>School: Lanse Creuse Central
>Grade: 9^th grade
>Nationality: German, French, and Polish

>Zodiac Sign: Gemini
>Status: Dating
>Location: Michigan
>Transportation: lol a lotta people!!
>Lefty/Righty: Righty
>Scars: on my right thumb from cutting myself lol
>Glasses: yeahh but fuk them I don’t wear them
>Braces: nope
>--Either/Or--
>Coke Or Pepsi: I like both!!
>Mars Bar Or Milky Way: Milky Way
>Tootsie Roll Pop Or Blow Pop: Blow Pop! Its fun to suck on!!
>Rainy Or Sunny Day: Sunny Day!
>Ice Cream Or Layer Cake: Ice Cream!
>Movie Theater Or Rent: I like the movie theater but them I like to rent movies!! Soo Idk
>Wake Up Early Or Go To Bed Late: Go To Bed Late
>Red Or Green apples: Green Apples
>Pistons Or Lakers: Pistons
>Ashlee Or Jessica Simpson: I like Them Both
>Pants Or Shorts: I like both!
>Bath Or Shower: I love showers! But bathes are relaxing
>Chocolate Or Vanilla:Chocolate!!
>Black & White Or Color: I like color but them I like black and while on some things
>Winter Or Summer: I like both!!
>Ocean Or Pool: Pool
>Pool Or Hot Tub: I love the pool, but I LOVE hot tubs too!!
>Sunrise Or Sunset: Sunset
>Go Out Or Stay In: Go Out
>Ski Or Board: I Haven't Done Either, But I Would Try Both!
>Hard Or Soft: hehe I like hardness;) and I like softness on some thingsJ !! hehe
>Cats Or Dogs: I like both!
>High Or Low: High
>Read Or Write: both
>Kiss Or Hug: I LOVE to do both!!!
>Night Or Day: I like both!
>Roller Coaster Fun Or Scary: FUN
>One Or Two Pillows: Two
>Rich & Unhappy Or Poor & Happy: Poor & Happy
>Finger Or Toe: Finger
>CD Or Tape: CD
>Pen Or Pencil: Pen
>Money Or Fame: Both! :-D
>Mustang Or Limo: Mustang
>Snow Or Ice: hehe I like snow!!
> F R I E N D S Or 7th Heaven ((TV Show)): Both...I like friends better though
>7up Or Sprite: Sprite
>What Do You Like In A Guy Or If You're A Guy, What Do You Like In A Girl: In A Guy, I Like that their nice, sweet, funny, cute, is there for me, and of course loves me!
>Teacher Or Lawyer: Teacher
>- Have You Ever -
>Gotten Arrested: Nope!!
>Cried In A Movie: Yeah
>Wanted To Hook Up With A Friend: Yeah
>Taken Drugs: No, but I smoked before
>Skipped School: Yes!
>Peed Your Bed: lmao no but prolly when I was lil
>Been To The Beach At Night: Yes
>Ran Around Outside Naked: yes!
>Done Something & Not Remembered It The Next Day: Yes!
>Stayed At Home For No Reason: Yes!
>Gone Skinny Dipping: yes!!
>Told A Secret You Swore You Wouldn't Tell: Yes
>Stolen Something: yes
>Met Someone Famous: yes
>Been On The Radio Or Tv: yes
>Stepped On A Nail: yes
>Walked Barefoot In The Snow: Yes
>Had A Pen Explode In Your Mouth: yes
>Made Up A Word Without Realizing It: Yeah, My Friends & I Do It All The Time
>Had A Girlfriend/Boyfriend: yes!
>Shoplifted: yes
>Been Stood Up: No
>Done Something So Outrageously Stupid: Yes!

>Stayed Online For More Than 3 Hours: Yes!
>Kissed More Than One Person At The Same Time: yes
>Done Something "Interesting" While Playing Truth Or Dare: lmao yes!!!!
>Egged A House/Mailbox...Or Person?: lmao yes!
>Been So Lazy That You Watched Infomercials On TV Because You Couldn't Reach The Remote: lol no
>Prank Called Someone: Yes
>Been Pregnant: yes! Lmao hell NO!!
>-Do You Ever-
>Watch The Home Shopping Network: No
>Stand In Front Of The Mirror & Look At Yourself For A Prolonged Period Of Time: lol yes
>Dream: yes
>Start Fights: yeah I have but not really

>Wish You Were Someone Else: Sometimes
>Feel Like You're Lost: Sometimes
>Feel Worthless: sometimes
>-Do you like-
>Bugs: No
>Surprises: Yes!
>Company: Yes
>Family: Yes
>Kids: sometimes but I want them!! lol
>New Things: Yes
>-When Was The Last Time You...
>Cried: hmm...last week maybe
>Wore A Skirt: the other day
>Were Sarcastic: with my mom the other day
>Met Someone New: yesterday at daves house and anthonys
>Fought With Your Parents: my mom yesterday
>Wished Upon A Star: lol I don’t remember
>Laughed Until You Cried: hmm...dont remember
>Made A Fool Of Yourself: umm...yesterday i think
>-Random Questions-
>Were You Named After Anyone?: no, but I was named off this sweater thing that had “Arielle” on it
>Do You Wish On Stars?: Yeah, sometimes
Which Finger Is Your Favorite?: lol I don’t really have a favorite finger!! I love all of them!! Lol

>If You Were Making A Movie About Yourself, Would you Play You: Probably
>Do You Like Your Handwriting: yeah sometimes
>Who Are You Jealous Of: No one really
>What Is Your Favorite Lunchmeat: turkey wait is chicken lunchmeat? lol
>What Store Would You Never Be Caught Dead In: lol I don’t know…a big lady’s store? Lmao!

>If You Were Another Person, Would You Be Friends With You: Probably
>Are You A Dare Devil: sometimes
>Do You Follow Or Lead: both...
>Do You Pray: Yes!
>What Do You Do To Vent Anger: yell n get real mad then go to sleep!
>Are You Passive Or Aggressive: both at times
>Who Is Your Second Family: lol I don’t know..
>Do You Trust Others Easily: Yes, A Little To Easily!
>What Was Your Favorite Toy As A Child: my Barbie’s!!!
>What Class In School Do You Think Is Totally Useless: umm every class! Lol jp
>Do You Have A Journal: yes im writing in it write now
>Do You Like Sarcasm: sometimes lol I don’t know
>What Is Your Name Spelled Backwards: elleira
>If You Could Steal Anyone's Name, Whose Would It Be: hmm..i dunno
>What Do Your Favorite Pair Of Socks Look Like: hehe my pink and black ones! They have lines on them and then they have cows at the top!!
>Do You Wash Your Face: Yes
>Are You Fond Of Ducks: yeah their shexy;)lol
>Do Spoons Make You Smile: lol sometimes when my friends are doing something with them!! Lol..courtney
>Do You Have A Special Someone: yes!
>If Not, Do You Have A Crush: yes! I do!!
>If So Who: Anthony Ventimitlia!!!!
>Do You Like To Eat Hot Pockets: lol yeah there soo nice n warm;)
>If So, What Kind: umm the pizza kind!! lol
>Do You Watch Alot Of TV: only the shows i like, but I love to go on the computer!
>What Is Your Favorite Show: I don’t really have one but I love mtv!
>-If You Were Stranded On A Desert Island...
>Who's The One Person You Would Want To Be Stuck With: ummm...my boyfriend!!! Lol

>What 3 CDs Would You Bring: I would prolly bring my mixed cds

>What 3 Things Would You Bring: A Pillow, Blanket, & clothes
>Do You Believe In Deja Vu: lol I don’t know
>-Food Questions-
>Do You Like Fish Sticks: no not really because I don’t like fish! lol
>If So, Do You Prefer Them Crunchy Or Soggy: Crunchy
>Have You Ever Put Something Into Someone Else's Food: Yes!!
>If So, Would you Care To Share The Story: lol yeah I was with my friends and I was getting one of my friends food and I took his food and spit in it like I was..yeahh and then he laughed and got morr food and was going to kick my ass!! Lol
>Ever Set Off The Smoke Alarm While Cooking: lmao yes!!
>-Favorites-
>Emotion: happiness
>Time Of Day To Eat: lol all the time usually when im hungry I guess, lol
>Time Of Day To Eat Cookies: Any Time!
>Book From Your Childhood: lol I dunno I forget
>Drink: Strawberry Bananna Smoothies
>Color: pink!
>Snack: deritos!
>Dessert: ice cream!!!!
>Animal: Dogs and cats and everything else! lol
>Holiday: christmas and halloween
>Sports: cheerleading and track
>Store: I love all the stores!!
>School Subject: I don’t really have a favorite class
>Cereal: TRIX!!! lol
>Book: lol magazine!!
>Flower: Roses
>Vegetable: I don’t have a favorite veggie
>Season: Summer
>Day: Saturday
>Actor: dunno I like a lot of actors!
>Actress: dunno I like a lot of actresses
>Band/Group/Singer/Rapper: eminem baby!!!!
>Cartoon Character: LIL HAPPY BUNNY BABY!!!
>Song: My Happy Ending-Avril Lavigne, Ill Be Missing You- Puff Daddy My Goodies-Ciara and a lott MORR!

>Place To Vacation That You've Actually Been: nowhere really, I will b going on a cruise tho
>Electronic Device: Computer & TV
>Movie(s): all the american pies, all the scary movies, saving silvermen, the sweetess thing and a lott morr
>Number: 7
>Card Game: lol gold fish baby!
>-What Comes To Your Mind When You Hear-

>Money: shopping!!!
>Gum: minty
>Blue: Water
>Frogs: cute!! lol
>Red: My Face When I'm Embaressed
>Weird: me sometimes!
>Rainbows: Colors
>-Yes Or No-
>Do You Believe In Love At First Sight?: Yes!!! always
>Getting Married?: Yes!!
>Do You Want Kids?: Hell Yess!! lol
>How Many?: about 5 3 gurls and 2 boys or the opposite
>With Anyone At The Present Time?: Yes..Anthony!!
>Do You Eat Chicken Fingers With A Fork?: lol No
>Do You Sleep With A Stuffed Animal: lol haha No
>Do You Type With Your Fingers On Home Row: lol sometimes I guess I don’t kno
>Do You Like Sleeping: Yes
>Do You Have Anything Pierced: Yes my ears 4 holes but im getting my cart. Done and my belly buddon! And im going to get my tongue done
>-Friends-
>Is The Wild & Crazy One: everyone at times
>Smartest: donno
>Friendliest: I think all my friends are friendly!! I love u all!
>Has The Coolest Laugh: lol I love my friend Jeremy’s laugh!! And Samn F.’s!! lol (she has a lotta them)

>Has A Dog: most of them
>Has A Pool: Sarah M, Sam, Chelsea R., Lindsey, Kayla/Kenny, and morr
>Snorts: lmao a lotta my friends and me do!! For funn!
>Snores: lmao a lotta my friends do!
>Flirts The Most: lol umm.. im not surr prolly Courtney!
>Argues The Most: COURTNEY MANTOOTH DOES!! Lol
>-Personal-
>What Time Is It: 11:04p.m.
>What Are You Wearing: my pink California booty shorts with a white top
>What Are You Listening To: my music on my computer
>Who Was the Last Person You Spoke To On The Phone: Anthony
>Who Was The Last Person That Made You Laugh: Anthony
>Who Was the Last Person That Made You Cry: lol I don’t remember
>When Was The Last Time You Kissed Someone: lol today and the other nite with Anthony!!!!!!!
>When Was The Last Time You Hugged Someone: lol today and the other nite with Anthony!!!!!
>When Was The Last time You Had Sex With Someone: lol last nite with Anthony!! Lmao jp!!! Jp!!

its real long...i no!

I LOVE U ANTHONY!!!!

<3always

heyy everyone!!! how are you today?? i am doin pretty good!! hehe! today i woke up at 10:05 and yeahh i wasnt tht tired when i woke up hehe!! lol!! when i got up i turned on the computer and turned on the TV and watched a lil tv and then went on the computer..hehe! and i hung out with Jack of course!! lol! well i hope every of you guys enjoy my journal and thnx!!!! hehe!! lov ya!!!

"Goodies"
(feat. Petey Pablo)

[Ciara]
My Goodies, My Goodies, My Goodies
Not my goodies!

[Verse 1: Petey Pablo]
I got a sick reputation for handlin broads
All I need is me a few seconds or more.
And in my rap
Tell valet to bring my 'Lac
And I ain't comin back
So you can put a car right there.
I'm the truth
And ain't got nothin' to prove.
An you can ask anybody
Cuz they seen me do it.
Barracades, I run right through 'em
I'm used to 'em.
Throw all the dirt you want it's no use.
You still won't have a pinup in a fabulous room
On her back pickin' out baskets of fruit.
(I love you boo)
Yeah freak and Petey love you too.
Ha Ha
You know how I do..

[Hook: Ciara]
You may look at me and think that I'm
Just a young girl
But I'm not just a young girl.
Baby this is what I'm lookin' for:
Sexy, independent, down to spend it type that's gettin' his dough
I'm not bein too dramatic that's the way I gotta have it.

[Chorus: Ciara]
I bet you want the goodies.
Bet you thought about it.
Got you all hot and bothered.
Mayb' cuz I talk about it.
Lookin for the goodies
Keep on lookin' cuz they stay in the jar
Oh-oh Oh-oh Oh-oh Oh-oh

[Verse 2: Ciara]
Just because you drive a Benz
I'm not goin home with you.
You won't get no nookie or the cookies
I'm no rookie.
And still I'm
Sexy, independent
I ain't wit' it so you already know.
I'm not bein too dramatic that's the way I gotta have it
You think you're slick
Tryna hit
But I'm not dumb
I'm not bein too dramatic it's just how I gotta have it

[Chorus]

[Verse 3: Petey Pablo]
So damn hot but so young.
Still got milk on ya tongue
Slow down lil one
And you ain't got it all
Hey shawty
You think you bad but you ain't bad
I'll show you what bad is.
Bad is when you capable of beatin' the baddest.
I been workin' at it since I came to this planet
And I ain't quite there yet but I'm gettin' better at it.
Matter of fact,
Lemme tell it to you one mo' again
All I got to do is tell a girl who I am (Petey!)
Ain't naa chick in here dat I can't have
Bada boom bada bam ba bam!

[Verse 4: Ciara]
You're insinuating that I'm hot
But these goodies boy are not
Just for any of the many men that's tryna get on top.
No you can't call me later
And I don't want your number.
I'm not changin' stories
Just respect the play I'm callin'.

[Chorus (2X)]
Uh...Yeah...Uh...Yeah Uh Uh Uh

^^i love tht song!!!!!!! =D!

**::...LooOok For The GurL wIth tHe BrOken SmilE...::**

**:::..You never stop loving someone.....You just learn to live without themm..:::**

             *******hehe movie quotes*******

"Sharks:they only bite when you touch their private parts." --Fifty First Dates--<--lol haha!

ºI got a P.H.D--> a PoSeR hAtEr DeGrEe.º -Brad Gluckman, Malibu's Most Wanted!!

i aint nobodys gansta hoochie, im an entrepaneur- malibu's most wanted

There are millions of people out there, but in the end, it all comes down to one-Crazy/Beautiful

I hate it when things don't go my way....it makes me SOO HORNY!-cruel intentions <---haha this one is my favorite!! lol!

GET IN MY BELLAY!!!!!! *--* Austin Powers 2*--* <---lmao!!

~.:hunny this ain't buger king, you can't always have it your way.:~ ^^love dont co$t a thing

*~*YoU cAnT tRuSt SoMeOnE wHo ThInKs Ur CrAzY*~*GoThIcA*~*

Don't go looking for Mr. Right. Look for Mr. Right Now, and eventually, if he's worthy, one day that Now part will just drop away naturally. -The Sweetest Thing

~*I'd Dance In Circles, Probably Around YOU*~ *~Save The Last Dance~*

No eatting here tonight....no eatting here tonight...no eatting here tonight...you on a diet-Finding Nemo

I like that boulder that is a nice bouder~ donkey~shrek~<--hehe thts soo cute!!

MILF MILF MILF 'American P

It's awesome, Jellyman. When the little dudes are eggs we leave them on a beach to hatch and then coo-coo-cachoo they find their way back to the big ol' blue. -- Finding Nemo

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hehe!!

well i better get going now..ill update in my journal later today, kks!! kk i love ya all!!! byes!!!

i love ya anthony!!!!!!

hehe buh byes!!

<3always

hehe nick lachey is a hottie! lol yahh i kno hwo else is a babe;)! n e ways

whoaa babi!!

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"Stand By Your Side"

I cry and you comfort me
I'm lost and you hear my scream
So it's hard to watch you falling
When you run so deep in me
You live in me

Gonna stand by your side now
Let me kiss all your tears away
You can stay in my arms now
And I know I can make you believe again

I walk but you can run through fire
I search for reasons and baby you inspire
But I know somebody hurt you
And I know you really need a friend
Well you can take my hand

Gonna stand by your side now
Let me kiss all your tears away
You can stay in my arms now
And I know I can make you believe again

So when you're feeling like you can't go on
Don't you know
You never walk alone no
And you live in me

Gonna stand by your side now
Let me kiss all your tears away
You can stay in my arms now
And I know I can make you believe again

I'm gonna stand, stand by your side
Kiss all your tears away tonight
I'm gonna stand, stand by your side
Make you believe again
I wanna look in your eyes now and see you smiling again

i love you always!!

heyy all! omg today was soo much funn!! i went to the mall with Carla and it was a blast!! i had a lotta fun!! Carla omg you are soo hilarious!! i love ya!! you make like everything funn! i am soo glad that we FINALLY got to hang out!! lol! we got hitt on soo many guys!! omg it was crazy!! lmao tht was sooo funny when like those 5 wiggers kept on following are ass's in like every store we went inot..it was freaky!!(lol yeahh i like guys with beaters remember i tol you tht) lol! ok ne  ways lmao when we went in the pet store this guy who worked there was totally hitting on us carla! he was soo gross and yeaa annoying! he thought we were fukin 18!! now wtf? lol! then when you tol me you did tht palm reader thing and it said you like olders guys and tht guys like soo i heard you said tht  palm reader said you liked older guys!!?? i was bout to piss my pants!! tht was hilarious! n then this other guy who wokred there was like wanna hold a dog? i was like..ok? lol and yeaa we held a basset!! hee was cute and a lil playful lol! he was like chewing my fukin pants and bout to put a hole threw them! lol! omg tht was weird as hell! omg carla remember when we were walkking around this guy with a head fones on took them off and asked us if we smoked? we were umm no srry! lol now tht was funky! lol n e ways me n carla went in the music store thingy and we were lookin at cds n shit lik tht and then were were lookin at like this playboy bunny stuff and we saw this keychain tht we both liked and we went up to the guy who worked there and carla asked how much the keychain was and he tol her and then i put mine up to him and i am soo blondish and it was the same exact thing at hers and she just asked him! lol it was funny!! lol yeahh we walked around the mall like a million times! lol! it was super funn tho!! i love ya carla!! your an awsome friend!! n e ways carla had to call her mom and we had to use a payfone and there was these black dudes standing around the payfone like hanging out and me n carla didnt want to like go over there bcuz we were a lil freaked out bcuz they were like staring at us n then one of them came up to us and started hitting on us and then they all came up to us! i was like oo geez lol!! they were like soo hitting on us! n then they were like how old are you guys? and we were like 14 and theyre like damnn! i was like ok kewl! lol and then carla go to use the fone hehe!! lmfao n then when we went to spencers we saw all tht sex stuff!!! LMFAO!!! tht was soo hilarious!! lmao the teddy bear keychains(guess who we should give tht too) lmao yeaa tht was funny!! eww tht was scary when those guys tht were following were like staring at the window!! eww scary! lol! lmao remember when we saw all those ppl with the mohawks!! i was like ewwww funky!! lol! tht was sooo funny!! lol yeaa carla i am a blonde:P!! it cums naturall.."brushing off shoulders"lmao!! lmfao when we went in claires and we looked at the clearance section and there was only ONE shoe!! lmao tht was soo hilarious!!! but yeaa prolly sum1 took the other! lol! carla we HAVE to do this again sumtime!!! carla i love ya to death and you are soo pretty n sooo god damn nice and you are an awsome friend!! you are one of the greatest friends i have like ever had, thnx!!! :)!!! omg remember THERE NEEDS TO B A STORE WHERE YOU CAN BUY SOME FUKIN BOOBS!!!!! LMFAO!! i love ya carla!!!! we gotta hang out soon sumtime!! i hada great ass time!! =D lylas!!!

<--lmao carla its u n me!! lol! cute!

****************love me for who i am*****************

<--omg tht is sooo cute!!!

"Autobiography"

You think you know me
Word on the street is that you do
You want my history
What others tell you won't be true

I walked a thousand miles while everyone was asleep
Nobody's really seen my million subtleties

Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt
Right now I'm solo, but that will be changing eventually, oh
Got bruises on my heart and sometimes I get dark
If you want my auto, want my autobiography
Baby, just ask me

I hear you talking
Well, it's my turn now
I'm talking back
Look in my eyes
So you can see just where I'm at

I walked a thousand miles to find one river of peace
I walked a million more to find out what this shit means

Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt
Right now I'm solo, but that will be changing eventually, oh
Got bruises on my heart and sometimes I get dark
If you want my auto, want my autobiography
Baby, just ask me

I'm a bad ass girl in this messed up world
I'm the sexy girl in this crazy world
I'm a simple girl in a complex world
A nasty girl, you wanna get with me?
You wanna mess with me?

Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt
Right now I'm solo, but that will be changing eventually, oh
I laugh more than I cry
You piss me off, good-bye
Got bruises on my heart and sometimes I get dark
If you want my auto, want my autobiography
Baby, just ask me
^^hehe cute song!!!

Baby you're all that i want
When you're lying here in my arms
Im finding it hard to believe
we're i heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isnt too hard to see
We're In Heaven...:)
^^anthony thts an awsome song!!!!!! ;)love ya!

^^lol its says "Imagine"

Liv1n mY L1f3: i would ride my bike to see a hottie like u:-P;-)lol

^^awww thnx justin! your soo sweeet!!

<--hehe!

"I'll Be Missing You"

Every day I wake up
I hope I’m dreamin
I can’t believe this shit
Can’t believe you ain’t here
Sometimes it’s just hard for a nigga to wake up
It’s hard to just keep goin
It’s like I feel empty inside without you bein here
I would do anything man, to bring you back
I’d give all this shit, shit the whole knot
I saw your son today
He look just like you
You was the greatest
You’ll always be the greatest
I miss you big
Can’t wait til that day, when I see your face again
I can’t wait til that day, when I see your face again...

Yeah... this right here (tell me why)
Goes out, to everyone, that has lost someone
That they truly loved (c’mon, check it out)

Verse one: puff daddy

Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hangin on the block for dough
Notorious, they got to know that
Life ain’t always what it seem to be (uh-uh)
Words can’t express what you mean to me
Even though you’re gone, we still a team
Through your family, I’ll fulfill your dream (that’s right)
In the future, can’t wait to see
If you open up the gates for me
Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend (uh-huh)
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it’s real, feelings hard to conceal
Can’t imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living your life, after death

Chorus: faith evans

Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I’ll be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I’ll be missing you

[puff] I miss you big

Verse two: puff daddy

It’s kinda hard with you not around (yeah)
Know you in heaven smilin down (eheh)
Watchin us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where I’ll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need (uh-huh) to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts big I just can’t define (can’t define)
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us in the 6, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Makin hits, stages they receive you on
I still can’t believe you’re gone (can’t believe you’re gone)
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living you’re life, after death

Chorus

[faith evans] somebody tell me why

Interlude: faith evans

On that morning
When this life is over
I know
I’ll see your face

Outro: 112

Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
Every night I pray, every step I take
[puff] every day that passes
Every move I make, every single day
[puff] is a day that I get closer
[puff] to seeing you again
Every night I pray, every step I take
[puff] we miss you big... and we won’t stop
Every move I make, every single day
[puff] cause we can’t stop... that’s right
Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
[puff] we miss you big
^I LOVE THT SONG!!

<--i really like tht!!

"y do i always end up thinkin of u,
your voice your smile,everything you do
at 1st i thought this would never work out,
i thought we would never last, without a doubt,
but i think i m starting to c what no 1 else could that it seemed,
no1 else would, we r perfect 4 each other,
without a doubt, and this time it really will work out "

<--haha thts me!! lol

haha thts rite!! lol

.*.bad boy.*
I don't know what it is about that bad boy style
all I know is it drives me wild
every time I see you I can't help but smile
all the cute and thugish thing u do
make me wanna stay with u awhile
so you better hurry up and take u pick
cuz u just might be missing out on one bad lil' chick!

First kiss
when u kissed me my whole body shook
i didnt know what to do
i didnt know where to look
i gently closed my eyes
and put my hands on ur face
and i felt my heart start to race
we looked at each other
and smiled in bliss
because u were my first real kiss

<--lol well comment my journal!! lol

"..:::My feelings for You:::..
My heart flutters,
My hands shake,
My feelings for you
are beyond heaven's gate,
Those feelings I have for
you are pure,
This I know for sure.
Without you I am incomplete,
Because your love for me is so sweet!!"

LeTs GeT toGeThEr BcUz I'LL bE tHe 6 YoU bE tHe 9

"~Crazy~
Boy, u have got me so crazy bout u!
And Im not sur what to do.
Everytime i look at u,
U make me smile and happy 2.
My heart races faster and i begin to blush,
From head to toe I feel my blood rush.
U make my day wen u smle at me.
Even if its just 4 a second i no u thought of me.
Even if u dont love me now ill still love u.
Becuz I no sumday ull love me 2!"

<--lol thts cute!

<--haha thts cute!

Best friends forever!
We are always together and thats how it'll stay
For ever n ever in that way
She's there for me when i am down
I'm there for her and we clown around
She is always there for me
When i get a house she'll have a key
There are so many things weve been thru
Laughing and crying what best friends do
We are always by each others side
Forever that will stay until we die
Theres a way that it will always be
Toge"I'm Your Angel"

No Mountains too high, for you to climb
All you have to do is have some climbing faith, oh yeah
No rivers too wide, for you to make it across
All you have to do is believe it when you pray

And then you will see, the morning will come
And everyday will be bright as the sun
All of your fears cast them on me
I just want you to see...

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

I saw the teardrops, and I heard you cry
All you need is time, seek me and you shall find
You have everything and you're still lonely
It doesn't have to be this way, let me show you a better day

And then you will see, the morning will come
And all of your days will be bright as the sun
So all of your fears, just cast them on me
How can I make you see...

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

And when it's time to face the storm
I'll be right by your side
Grace will keep up safe and warm
And I know we will survive

And when it seems as if your end is drawing near
Don't you dare give up the fight
Just put your trust beyond the sky...

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel
ther forever....you and me

*************HOTT guys!!***************

..and morrr!!

well i hope you enjoyed my journal..!! hehe!! i will update sometime soon!! well i love all of you!! i love "you"!

¦ilove you¦

<3always

I'll be there
*When no one is there for you*
*And you think no one cares*
*When the whole world walks out on you*
*And you think you're alone*
*I'll be there*
*When the one you care about the most*
*Could care less about you*
*When the one you gave your heart to*
*Throws it in your face*
*I'll be there*
*When the person you trusted*
*Betrays you*
*When the person you share all your memories with*
*Cant even remember your birthday*
*I'll be there*
*When all you need is a friend*
*To listen to you whine*
*When all you need is someone*
*To catch your tears*
*I'll be there*
* When your heart hurts so bad*
* You cant even breathe*
* When you just want to crawl up and die*
*I'll be there*
*When you start to cry*
*After hearing that sad song*
*When the tears just won't*
*Stop falling down*
*I'll be there*
*So you see I'll be there until the end*
*This is a promise I can make*
*If you ever need me*
*Just give me a call and...*
*I'll be there...*